Lessons from St Mary

Lessons from St Mary

Adapted from a sermon by Fr Michael Fanous


St Mary is loved by the whole world for so many reasons. How can we imitate the life and virtue of St Mary? By analysis of her words and actions recorded in the Gospels, there is much for us to learn.

Asked questions of the Lord

How can this be since I do not know a man?

Luke 1:34

Archangel Gabriel came to her and this was the first question that she asked of him. It wasn’t that she was surprised that she had an angel before her, but the request he made of her. This shows us that she wanted to remain a virgin all her life, and thought this was most favourable in the eyes of God. God had other plans that came a surprise to St Mary.

We are all allowed to ask questions of the Lord for the purpose of understanding. We can tell Him what we wish as well.

Abraham asked questions of the Lord as well. When the Lord wanted to destroy Sodom and Gomorrah, Abraham asked, “Far be it from You to do such a thing as this, to slay the righteous with the wicked, so that the righteous should be as the wicked; far be it from You! Shall not the Judge of all the earth do right?” – Genesis 18:25.

It was the questions of Abraham that would have spared the nation of Sodom and Gomorrah if just one righteous man was dwelling there.

We see in Moses as well the question that Moses asked that prevented God from killing the nation of the Israelites when they turned to worship Baal. Moses says to God, “Lord, why does Your wrath burn hot against Your people whom You have brought out of the land of Egypt with great power and with a mighty hand? Why should the Egyptians speak, and say, ‘He brought them out to harm them, to kill them in the mountains, and to consume them from the face of the earth’? Turn from Your fierce wrath, and relent from this harm to Your people” (Exodus 32:11-12). The Lord listened to Moses and His wrath against the people was defused.

In Psalm 73, when Asaph, the prophet, was wondering how he could say to the people of Jerusalem that the Lord is good while the ungodly were prospering? One day he went into the sanctuary and he saw the Lord and he came out with great revelation.

I was so foolish and ignorant;
I was like a beast before You.
Nevertheless I am continually with You;
You hold me by my right hand.
You will guide me with Your counsel,
And afterward receive me to glory.

Psalm 37:22-25

In the end, we see that Asaph finds delight in the Lord above all ungodly pleasures that the world has to offer. The end result is our submission to the Lord. As St Mary says, “Behold! The maidservant of the Lord.” We can ask questions of the Lord but our end must remain the same; that we reach submission under the Providence of our Lord.

St Mary carried the joy of the Holy Spirit wherever she went

As soon as Mary greeted Elizabeth, the babe leapt within her womb for joy. The place became filled with joy, peace and of the Holy Spirit. Elizabeth asks, “But why is this granted to me, that the mother of my Lord should come to me?”

We then read the prophecies of St Mary, being so full of the Holy Spirit. When we greet others, do we take Christ with us? Do we share our joy to that person? Does the Holy Spirit fill the place we are in? Wherever St Mary went, she took the Holy Spirit with her.

My soul magnifies the Lord, And my spirit has rejoiced in God my Saviour.

Every time we are blessed or receive grace from the Lord, this is what should come to mind. Moment by moment we receive grace from the Lord that we can’t help but give thanks for. We give glory to God, for He is the Provider of all good things.

Searched for the Lord until she found Him

When Christ was twelve years old, St Mary and St Joseph searched for Him for three days and eventually found Him in the temple. Do we search for the Lord? Do we keep searching until we find Him? We know that we will only find Him in His home; His church. We are joined with Him in the altar. We find Him in the small churches of our homes and in our hearts. The Holy Spirit resides within us. We need to search for Him and His Word. Keep searching until you find Him, and then never let Him go.

St Mary did not demand action from the Lord, but trusted in His response

At the wedding of Cana of Galilee, St Mary only needed to say, “they have no wine,” and knew the Lord would take care of it. St Mary shared her feeling with the Lord and then left the solution up to Him.

It could almost be assumed that Mary and Martha learnt from St Mary. They say to the Lord, “the one whom You love is sick,” (John 11:3) and nothing more. They didn’t say come immediately or just say a word and he will be healed. They knew the Lord would do the best. Do we do the same? Do we put our problems before the Lord and allow Him to do as wishes?

Are we open to hearing no from the Lord? Our Mother Mary showed us how to live the way of holiness, to be godly, through submission and acceptance of all that comes from the Lord. Sharing our lives with Him, whether it is joy, a request or our needs. We are always in communication with the Lord, then truly we will be sons and daughters of the Lord and be able to have joy with Him in all until the very last days where, “there shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away” (Revelation 21:4).

Glory be to God forever, Amen.

Return

Return: A Contemplation on the Prodigal Son

Translated from a sermon by Fr Daoud Lamei


I only want one thing from you, to return. Return without saying anything. Don’t think that there is punishment for your past, it will be wiped away.

Yet don’t think that there aren’t any consequences. There are still consequences. I can’t take back the heartbreak. I can’t take back the money that was lost. I can’t take back the disrespect. I can’t take back your lapse in judgement.

Regardless of it all, it doesn’t change My Love for you. I only want one thing – for you to return and enjoy the pleasures of being My child.

Nothing displeases the heart of the Lord more than knowing that you are upset or uncomfortable. There is only one way out – to return to His loving embrace.

And you still rebel from the Lord, and it only leads to a downward spiral from there. So many parents can relate to this with their own children. Do you think a parent can bare to see their children as slaves of the world? They are slaves to cigarettes, to alcohol, to sexual desires. They even allow themselves to become slaves to their job and the love of money.

Our God is very rich and gives openly to His children, so then why be a slave to the world? Who can hear you like God? Who can give you like God can? You’re sitting at home tired and stressed, but it all comes down to one thing. Return.

Everyone thinks that when they do return, they will be met with harsh discipline and condemnation for their mistakes. There is nothing of this with the Lord.

The first thing that breaks the heart of God is when we were in His church, in His house, serving His people, and yet, we have moments of weakness when we fight with Him and treat Him as if He were oppressing us. Isn’t that what the older brother did to his father? He says, “these many years I have been serving you; I never transgressed your commandment at any time.”– Luke 15:29.

We are just like the older brother. I have been serving you so many years and I pray to You. Why is this happening to me? How could YOU give me tribulation?

Alas, trials are love and benevolence from the Lord. Sometimes man has the audacity to accuse God of being harsh and oppressive. We think He is not just. Sometimes the religious man accuses God of displaying favouritism toward the non-religious. He questions that maybe he should’ve gone down the wrong path so that God would be with him.

In reality, This is a favour from our Lord. The day that God comes to give you a crown of blessing, you can no longer stand the discomfort? You yell at God and you make Him out to be harsh. You think that He doesn’t understand. You accuse God of wrong doing. Sometimes you accuse God that He isn’t even there.

God replies that He has always been by our side. You don’t have any right to accuse God of any wrongdoing. All rights belong to God. All the wisdom is with God.

Yet God remains silent. As if He were the One in the wrong. He is the accused. He is guilty. God is always right in what He does. As the psalmist said,

That You may be found just when You speak,
And blameless when You judge
.” – Psalm 51:4.

Everything He says is truth. Nothing can sadden God more than the heart that is hardened.

The brother of the prodigal son questioned his father. How could his father accept his son after he had hardened his heart against him? He questioned his father’s judgement and authority, he was not moved by love in the same way his father was.

God tells us that we should be happy when those that once dwelled in sin return. Sometimes, it is almost like we wanted to see those that were once far from God suffer for their sins. This is not in the nature of God. He asks us, “why can’t you take after Your Father and forgive as I forgive you?”

Sometimes many Christians are waiting to see the day sinners are repaid for their wrongdoing. God looks at their hearts and says, “where did you get this harshness from? It doesn’t come from Me! I am waiting for the day that they repent.”

God waits for all of them to return, and see heaven. But why are our hearts hardened toward the sinners? If the one does wrong to you once, we wait for the day that they are repaid for their wrongdoing.

Why all this enmity? God answers us quite simply, “your brother was dead and is alive again, and was lost and is found.” – Luke 15:32.

We should be joyful at the return of a sinner. God is saddened by the harshness of our hearts that we cannot even withstand wrongdoing done against us. Every time someone does something wrong against you, think of yourself as a child of God. In this sense, they have not wronged you but they have wronged God.

Yet God remains silent, the same way He is when we do wrong. Why are we so vocal? Your heart is different to the heart of God. How sad is God’s heart when He sees those that think they know Him, but their hearts are not like His. They are hearts of stone and unforgiving.

This was about your ultimate return. On the day that your brother returns, come and be joyful with God. Don’t break the heart of God on the day of His greatest joy. Come and be joyful with the Lord, and do not retain the sins against you, “for your brother was dead and is alive again.”

Call on God

Translated from a sermon by HH Pope Shenouda III

https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/Em1bN7dKjuF34aqMA

I have the will, but I don’t have the motivation to do good. This is the condition of the human who stands alone. I am not supported by God. A human who works by their own will and by their own strength. Completely alone. By himself. It cannot work this way for they do not allow God to enter into their life to renew them.

They stand alone. If only all your struggles that you hold by your own strength, you could give over to the mighty Hand of God. Instead of struggling against a sin, struggle with God to give you victory over sin. If only you had struggled in prayer and supplication and cry out, “God stand with me, work with me, I cannot do it alone. God, I tried alone and it didn’t work. Every time I get up, I fall back down again in despair. God, help me, save me, every time I fall, help me to get back up again.”

Don’t stand by yourself in helplessness. Be sure that by yourself, you will be overcome by the devil. The corrupted nature will overcome even the strongest without God. Sin in its power will overcome you. The cunningness of the devil will easily defeat you. Do not fight alone. Do not give power to sin.

In Proverbs, we read about sin, “For she has cast down many wounded, And all who were slain by her were strong men.” – Proverbs 7:26.

If you fall despite all your strength, know that you fought alone and God was not present with you. Find God and tell Him, “Come! Come and fight the devil to flee from me. Come and save me from myself. Come and give me the will to fight, the strength to fight and the motivation to attain victory over sin.”

My heart loves evil and sin. Give me a heart renewed in Your Love. Create in me a clean heart and renew a steadfast spirit within me (Psalm 51:10). Give me a clean heart and a new soul. Give me anything from You.

I am not able to do it alone. Do not be ashamed from God. Confess and hold yourself accountable for your weaknesses and sins. Say to God, “I can’t. I won’t promise You that I will not sin when I know that I am weak. I can’t do it without You. Instead of promising You that I will walk straight, I want to take strength from You so that I can walk straight. When I promise You that I am going to walk straight, that is me telling You that I am strong. But I won’t fool myself in that way. I know I am not strong, for strength comes from You alone. My previous experience with myself proved my weakness. My experience in falling proves that I cannot. My experience showed me that my will is weak. I am sinful and nothing in me is good, as the apostle says in his epistle to the Romans.”

Talk to God and say to Him, “Come. Come live in my heart and clean it of all its blemishes. Come live in this mind and sanctify its thoughts. Come live in this mouth, and cleanse my words. Transform my entire being. I can’t do it on my own.”

If only every single one of us could cry out before God that I cannot do it on my own! I’ve labored all night and caught nothing. O’ God You saw Pharaoh enslave me for 400 years. If You did not save me from him, I would not have been able to save myself. Salvation is of the Lord. Save me, O’ Lord. Purify me from my iniquities. Sanctify my heart and my needs. Return me to You.

How Does God See Sinners

How Does God See Sinners?

Adapted from a sermon by Fr Elijah Iskander


Luke 5:27-39

Many times when I find myself drowning in sin. A common thought that may cross my mind is that God is looking down in disappointment. Sometimes I think that God is ashamed of me. I think that He is disappointed in me. I think that He will turn His face away from me.

We see a different reaction when we are introduced to Matthew the tax collector in the Gospel of Luke. When the Lord meets Matthew, we see a glimpse of how He sees the sinner and in particular, the repentant sinner.

Ultimately, this story is what led to Matthew’s discipleship. The people of the time would have some thoughts about Matthew. As a tax collector, this came with the stereotype of being greedy and selfish.

The role of the tax collector was to take taxes on behalf of the Roman Empire. The Roman Empire may require $10 for example, but the tax collector would take $15 and give themselves a profit of $5. This is where the characteristics of greed and dishonesty came to resemble the tax collector.

Even worse, they were seen as traitors for they were originally from the Jewish nation and the people they were taking taxes were their own people. The Jewish nation is already upset that they are under the bondage of the Roman Empire. Now, the Roman Empire imposes taxes by hiring one of the Jews’ own people to defraud and betray their people for the sake of money. They were profiting from the oppression of their own people.

If you were to think about the image of the tax collector, the people would immediately label Matthew, and others, as greedy, as evil and as worthy of criticism.

Our Lord has a different perspective when He looked at Matthew. He says to him, “follow Me.” When the whole world saw evil, the Lord saw the potential for good. We see a magnificent reaction. Matthew immediately prepares a banquet for the Lord, an act of generosity and hospitality.

When the world sees no possibility of good, the Lord sees goodness. With one simple invitation to follow Him, Matthew immediately rose up. The Lord looks at me in the exact same way. I may be drowning in my sins. Others may look at me and think that I am beyond help, but the Lord can see beyond this. He sees my potential for good. He can see the good within me.

Saul was also another character that would’ve been viewed similarly. The Lord saw good in Saul and he become St Paul. Jesus saw good in the Samaritan woman and she became an evangelist. Jesus saw good in the right hand thief and he became the first to enter heaven.

When we are sinful, and come to the Lord in repentance, never should we think that He looks at us in disappointment, shame or anger. The Lord looks at you and I in our repentance and sees goodness. It may be disguised or deeply hidden, but it is there.

The people may have also looked at Matthew and seen a terrible person with a punishment awaiting him. He was benefiting from the oppression of the people. He was dishonest, but his time will come when he pays the price. The Lord does not respond in punishment to the repentant sinner. The Lord is a Physician; He heals the soul. Notice, He doesn’t excuse Matthew’s behaviour. It is what it is, but the Lord is there to heal.

Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners, to repentance.

Matthew 5:31

We all have spiritual illnesses. Everyone else may look at our anger, or our selfishness, and think that our time for punishment is coming. The Lord looks at our ailments and says, “I am here to heal.

The people criticised Matthew but the Lord defended him. When I see someone close to me make a mistake, I may be inclined to criticise them…

What were they thinking? I would never do that!

This is exactly what the Pharisees did – “Why do You eat and drink with tax collectors and sinners?” (Luke 5:30). The Lord answers in defence of the repentant sinner, for He was there for healing.

Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick.

Luke 5:31

The Pharisees attacked Him again for not keeping the period of fasting and the Lord again defends those who were with Him.

Can you make the friends of the bridegroom fast while the bridegroom is with them? But the days will come when the bridegroom will be taken away from them; then they will fast in those days.

Luke 5:34-35

When the world looks at someone worthy of criticism, the Lord looks at somebody in need of defence. Imagine if you have the Lord Himself defending you! Too often, we place too much reliance on worldly connections. I rely on my boss, or even in church, I look to head servants or the priests. Where will this lead you?

It is better to have the Lord as my defence. How do I achieve the defence of the Lord? A truly repentance heart, a heart that is ready to respond to the Lord’s call. A heart that knows it is sick and in need of the Physician. A heart that does not criticise others, for the Lord defends me when others criticise me.

Let us pray that Lord looks at us the way He looked at Matthew. Let us pray that He sees our potential, beyond our sins. Looks past my greediness and sees my ability to give and hold a banquet for His people. Looks past my sickness and extends His healing hand, for He is the good Physicians. Looks past my actions worthy of criticism and defends me. We hope to please God and not men.

Glory be to His Name forever, Amen.

Living Faith

Living Faith

Translated from a sermon by Fr Louka Sidarous


Heaven and earth will pass away, but My words will by no means pass away.

Matthew 24:35

If you have faith as a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you.

Matthew 17:20

Christ did not give this command so that we would think that we would become superheroes if we have faith! The idea is not about moving mountains at all, so it’s not faithful people walking around moving mountains and performing miracles and wonders. Not at all.

Throughout our journey in life, our stronghold is the virtue of faith. People think that faith is a matter of believing that God exists and believing in His qualities but that alone is not faith. The demons know a lot more than we, as human beings do. They know God, they know His qualities and they know what He is capable of as God. They used to be His angels and they know Him very well. This is why St James writer of the epistle says, “You believe that there is one God. You do well. Even the demons believe – and tremble!” (James 2:19). Does this mean that they have faith? Moreover, does this mean they have faith that could move mountains? Definitely not!

So what can I do? He asks, “do you have faith?

and you answer, “yes I do.”

How do you know that you have faith? can you see your faith?

The answer to this question is yes you can see your faith. You can see faith when you live in faith. Living faith is shown through action. This is what true faith is. True faith means that I believe that God looks out for me. This is the way in which we ought to live. True faith means I feel and believe that God will not forget me.

I asked you to show me that you believe in your everyday life, what would you show me? If I pray to God, “arrange my life as you deem fit,” how do I show this? Am I worried? Do I plan out my life as if God does not exist? Sometimes our actions show that we do not have faith. We often tell ourselves we have to take action whenever it suits us, through whatever means – even if that means bribery, lying, stealing or even worse. Where is God in all this?

We tell ourselves that we believe that God exists and He surrounds us everywhere. But our actions say otherwise, why do we begin to act like the hypocritical Pharisees? At Church we act one way, at work a different way and behind closed doors in another. Do we not realise that God can see everything? This way of living is not a faithful way of living. We believe that God is everywhere but our behaviour does not agree with our beliefs. If we believe that God is always with us, we would be careful with how we conduct ourselves no matter where we are, knowing that God is always there.

Some say, I believe that God is always with me, but still feel afraid. Why are you afraid or in distress if you say God is with you? He says, “But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Do not fear therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows.” (Luke 12:7)

If you have true faith, you will live this through your daily life regardless of the external circumstances. While there are other people that say they are faithful but they do not know God, although they may always speak of God and be very knowledgeable.

The Saints that lived on Earth, lived a truly faithful life. Some of them lived in the wilderness and in deserts, their faith is what strengthened them. Others through their faith, trampled and prevailed over devils. While those who were martyred went through gruesome suffering and torture, however, they never lost patience or perseverance through their faith.

We should live in faith just as these Saints did and it will be for our benefit. Our faith will be tested just as Abraham’s was. One of the most difficult tests was when he was told to take his son and go to the hill to offer him up as a sacrifice. What makes this even harder is that the sacrifice was to be made 3 days from when he was told; this allowed him to think and overthink in his head before the actual sacrifice.

Abraham’s faith strengthened him and he did not forget the promises of God in which he was told that he will have many descendants and they will be blessed. Abraham believed that if Isaac was to die, the Lord would raise him up; to fulfil His promise to him (although he hadn’t heard of people resurrecting at the time). This shows us the strength of his trust in God. Tests of faith can be very difficult but those who have true faith will succeed, just as Abraham did.

There is a great blessing in being faithful and simply trusting God’s words. Never question the Lord’s promises or alter them to suit you and your circumstances; His words are alive. Put your complete faith in God and not in man or princes, the days of a man comes to an end; but God lives forever.

There is nothing that can strengthen your soul but faith, from birth to the last breath you take. As I have said before, faith is not just believing in God but complete reliance and surrender of yourself to Him. The reason for this is because what He knows is so much better than what I know, and the difficult times he chooses for me is better than the things I choose for myself.

Everyone experiences hardships in life, but those who are truly faithful stand out and their secret is the virtue of faith. This is to trust in God’s timing from the bottom of our hearts, remembering the words of our Lord every step of the way. When you open the Bible you realise that He will never leave not even for a second, you will live under the shadow of His wings, surrounded by His mercies, compassion and Love. We need this faith to be alive within us, but the mind can be a hindrance – always planning and always thinking of tomorrow.

No one that has put their trust in God has been disappointed, and no one has had true faith in their heart and God has let them down. He came down to this earth to die for us, we are His beloved and He always wants what is best for us; He gives us no reason to be afraid or to doubt. Faith is believing that God loves me, and this world is not worth it. The whole story written from Adam to the coming of Christ, shows us that living in faith is a life spent in communion with God. A true honest relationship with Him; obeying His every command regardless of what others may think of me. Let your life be led by faith, every day, in everything you do, in every interaction, in every circumstance and do not be afraid – because where there is faith, fear cannot exist. Glory be to God forever, Amen.

Number the Days

Number the Days

By Kristy Soliman


If there’s one word to describe the lives of many today it would be “overload”. Overload is a reminder of the weight that is placed on our shoulders because of simple everyday life. We constantly fall under so much pressure, whether it’s from school, work, university, or just life in general, leaving us feeling overwhelmed, anxious & overcommitted. Our tanks are left empty, and we are running on the toxic fumes that begin to slowly kill us from within.

Imagine this: it’s January 1st and you’ve decided “New year, New me! Time to get in shape”. It’s your first time at the gym and you’re as motivated as ever. You’ve decided to start on a treadmill setting it at the highest speed possible. You’re running and running as fast as you can to keep up with the machine because you know once you stop, you’ll fall off the back and it’ll hurt. You’re looking for the button to try and stop the machine so you can take a breather but can’t find it. Hours go past and you’re exhausted. This is like our life – we’re constantly running for days, weeks, months even years. Running while carrying heavy backpacks full of “important” things in our lives, things like family, study, career, financial plans, personal goals, and the classic “to-do” lists. All that running starts catching up to us. We’re worn out, tired, exhausted.

God warns us in the bible about the concision of life. Psalm 90:10-12 says:

“As for the days of our years, their span is seventy years, but for we stay strong, perhaps eighty; And most of them are labour and pain; for meekness comes upon us, and we shall be chastened. Who knows the power of Your wrath, and who knows Your anger because of Your fear? So, make known Your right hand to us, that we may number our days, and our heart may be bound with wisdom”

So how do we number our days? I believe the simplest answer is prioritise your life based on what’s truly important. As a Coptic Orthodox Christian our number 1 priority should be our relationship with God. Psalm 62:1-2 says, “Shall not my soul be submissive to God? For from Him is my salvation.”

When we recognise that our time on Earth is limited then we can appreciate the true essence of life on the path of righteousness, preparing for what comes after in eternal life. I pray that the Lord is able to teach every person on Earth to “number the days” and gain a heart of wisdom preparing us for everlasting life.

“My Lord Jesus Christ …
Make me worthy to go along the way of the saints.
Keep me firm in the Orthodox faith,
to keep the commandments and not to
care about what is in this world.
My Lord Jesus Christ, protect me.
My Lord Jesus Christ shelter me in the shadow of Your wings.
My Lord Jesus Christ, save me from the falls.”

St Pope Kyrillos VI

Held In Powerful Hands

Translated sermon by Fr Loka Sidarous: https://soundcloud.com/username-for-me/held-in-powerful-hands-fr-loka-sidarous

“For you were bought at a price” (1 Corinthians 6:20)

The One who bought us with His precious blood will preserve every soul. We became His, and He became responsible for us.

It is Finished!

Our part is very small, and that is to seek shelter in Him, and His part which was very large was to say “It is Finished”! At the moment when an athlete steps over the finish line, he exclaims proudly “It is Finished”! And after the finish, there is nothing else left to do. There is nothing left after the cross, after the salvation by which He defeated death and crushed the devil. His part was completed with absolute perfection.

What is my part then?

My part is suitably small. Moses wrote in Deuteronomy: Cling to Him! For without Him, man is lost. My part is to observe His commandments. He said whoever loves Me hears Keeps My commandments. (John 14:15)

His commandments aren’t heavy. He said take My yoke upon yourself, and learn from Me. My yoke is easy and my burden is light. (Matthew 11:29-30)

For many of our holy martyrs like St George, by the love of Christ, they were able to lose everything and bear everything. Don’t think that when we say that the mighty St George is very brave, that he is unlike you and me. Rather, his love for Christ gave him bravery with which he overcame the world.

So then, what makes us weak? What makes us weak in front of the world other than its temptations, lusts, and greed?

You see, love is not manifest in the heart only, but rather, when you love someone, you are prepared to sacrifice everything for them. The works that seems very daunting, with love become simple. The work feels burdensome when the person does not love. The one who loves gives himself joyfully. If we loved the Lord from the heart, His commandments become easy.

For the love of Christ…for His sake

Do your works for the sake of Christ. Bear for His sake. For we do all the works that He strengthens us to do for His sake…for His sake. Believe me, even the actions that seem very lowly or trivial, and worthless, if done for the sake of Christ, then they have a great value.

St George bore great pains of torture for seven years and then gave his life for Christ. By comparison, we haven’t done much! Even if people praised St George during his trials, he will answer “have I even done anything?” It’s only for the sake of whom gave Himself for me. It’s for the sake of Him who was nailed on the Cross for me, bore the shame, was hung naked and bore the mockery, smacked and flogged, all that while being God!! What is all this for you ask? For me!

Tell me then, what shall we give in return? Ask yourself, what do I pay back to God for His great goodness to me? I am ready to give everything and consider everything rubbish for the knowledge of Jesus Christ my Lord? Yes, I shall bear all things with patience/forbearance and thanksgiving!

We are under His Watchful eyes

Not a hair on your head will fall. (Luke 21:18)

We must live a life of thanksgiving. If we experience pain, we are wise to remember that we are under His watchful eyes. Pains do not befall us haphazardly, but rather it is precisely measured on God’s scales. He does not allow you to be tempted above what you can bear ever (1 Corinthians 10:13). For we are of His body. He considers the measure of pain for every one of us, and in exchange gives us glory beyond comprehension!

If we suffer with Him, we will be glorified with Him. For this reason, I tell you to live a life of thanksgiving even in the most difficult of situations. Why? Because of what Christ said in the garden. He said the cup that the Father gave me, I drink (Luke 22:44). And of the sins He bore on the cross, He said “for He who did not know sin, it pleased the Father to bruise Him with grief (Isiah 53:10). If we are then in the hands of the Lord, everything that happens is good.

Many matters, my beloved, we do not understand, and cannot interpret, but we give thanks nonetheless. Why? Because there are many things that a person cannot comprehend, but we are certain that we are in His hands. He said “and those in My hands, no one can take them away from the hands of my Father”.

Look at the peace that comes to you when you know that you are in His hands. “I have scribed you on my hands” (Isiah 49:16). “he who touches you touches the apple of His eye” (Zechariah 2:8). This is our assurance, our life, and our faith, that we are watched and protected.

When we live this faith and confidence and joy, all the worries of the world will not cease to count for anything. We are confident that our presence on this earth is for mere days. Even if one received a lot of glories while in the world in that time, it’s still days.

Throw yourself in front of God. There is no problem that does not have a solution. For in Christ, all things are possible, but with people, it is not possible. We think and think and ask ourselves is this thing that is seemingly impossible even possible?! Does this problem have a solution? Think of the impossible like walking on water. Is it possible? Is raising the dead possible? Is opening the eyes of a blind…possible? They are the works of Christ. The impossible, with Him, is possible.

Even if you think with your mind that it doesn’t have a solution, have faith. The man whose son was sick asked Him: can you do something for him? Jesus replies: can you believe? The man bowed to the ground and said: Lord, my faith is weak, strengthen my faith, and he healed his son. When my faith weakens, what do I tell Him? I tell him, help! My faith is weak! I then place myself with my weakness and my sins along with my situation and problems that I feel are without a solution in front of Him, and all will be solved.

Christ, nothing is impossible!

Hold on to Him and observe His commandments. 

A Pure Heart

How do we attain purity of heart?

The verse our Lord Jesus said: “ Blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God”. The verse is very noteworthy. If your heart is pure, you shall see God. You will see Him possibly before you get to heaven. You may see him in Nature, or in visions. 

This is something very appealing. Of course, this means you will see Him in heaven and you will be in His presence eternally.  Purity of heart is surety you have a place in God’s Kingdom. 

Purity of the heart is a long path that starts with continuous repentance. The 1st thing for someone to be purified is to offer repentance continuously.  We remember the parable used by Our Lord, glory be to Him,  when He was talking to the Pharisees: O you blind Pharisee, clean first inside the cup and dish, that the outside of them may be clean also (Matthew 23:26).

What does this parable mean? It means when you go to purify something, some people wash only the outside. So from the outside, things appear sparkly, but from the inside, it’s unclean. 

The Lord examines the hearts. It’s more important for God what you look like from the inside, not your outward appearance; because what will continue onto Heaven is the inside, not the outside. 

Our teacher, St Peter, uses a lovely expression: “the hidden person of the heart” (1Peter 3:4) Which do you concentrate on? The hidden person of the heart or the outward person? Because there are 2!! One inner and one outer.  If you’re always busy with the outer, then you’re only cleaning the outside.  So before people, you look pure but before God, you’re not.

Thus He said: O you blind Pharisee because the Pharisees beautified the outer appearance.  He told them you are like whitewashed tombs from the outside. Imagine a tomb, covered with sparkling marble on the outside.  Would you go and sit inside it? It’s full of bones of the dead and all that is unclean. So we can be like that, looking great from the outside, like the marble covering the tomb. But inside, is a disaster; a lot of sin, evil desires, and thoughts.

The Lord works on the inside as He cares for the inner not the outer. O blind Pharisee, clean FIRST: meaning put this inner purity as your number one priority. 

We’re always busy trying to look good before one another. When are we going to look good before the Lord?

This requires continuous repentance. This is the first and most important step towards purity. That’s why David says: “wash me and I will be whiter than snow”, “wash me with hyssop and I will be clean”.

Hyssop is a plant they used to rub things with like we do with antiseptics.  David is saying: It’s not easy for me to be purified. All these years and all these sins, You need to thoroughly wash me from inside. That way my heart is cleansed from years of hatred, envy, evil desires, love of money, the world, the gossiping.

Purify FIRST. Let purity be before your eyes.

The 2nd step towards purity: is the word of God. This is what our Lord Jesus Christ told His disciples when He said “You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you.”John 15:3.  

Even though some of what Our Lord Christ told them, they did not understand, sitting with the Lord and listening to His words, benefits. The words of God cleanse the heart.  This works independently in the heart. “the word of God is living and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart” Hebrews 4:12

What discerns right and wrong within the heart? The word of God. Will guide: this thought is not from God; his counsel is not from God; this goal is impure. He who wants purity, read the Bible. If you want inner purity, you need to sit a long time with the Bible.

You know the story of the simple monk who used to go to his father telling him: I read but I don’t understand. The Father tells him: read again; and so on. The father then told the monk, take the basket and put it down into the well, and get water in it. The monk obeyed and later came and told the father: the basket is not collecting the water. The father answered: but the basket is cleansed. So even if you don’t gather information, you will be cleansed, and that’s more important. 

You will not enter heaven by gathering information from the Bible. What is surety for a place in heaven is that you are pure from the inside.  Sit a long time with the Bible, you will feel the purity of heart within you. You will find that you are hating the sin you had failed to hate before. Sins will leave just like the cockroaches who run from the light in fear. 

When light enters, all those who love darkness will flee from you. All evil spirits and sins will flee. They will not bear the light of the world. However, he who reads the bible every now and then doesn’t get the chance to be cleansed.

“you are pure because of the words I have spoken to you”

The path to purity needs continuous struggle. Struggle means effort. St Paul says in Hebrews 12:4 “You have not yet resisted to bloodshed, striving against sin”. There has to be striving. You will find attacking thoughts and throughout all your life. There will be desires, difficult people, difficult situations, etc.

Do not lose hope! Strive! Resist! Flee!

They strike you, strike back. Fall and get up again. DO not worry. God does not count how many times you fall, He counts how many times you get up! This is very comforting.

Self-examination leads to purity. The saints say: do not let a day pass by before you self-examine and do not let a night pass by before you do the same. Even if you do that for just a few minutes every day: which commandments have you broken. Which opportunities to do good have you missed? When was the time you were distanced from God and lost the connection? Was their prayer? Were the words of the Bible in your thoughts or lost by the end of the day?

When we self-examine, we are purified. If we say, we are good and don’t self-examine, we never move forward. 

Glory be to God forever, Amen.

A Branch on the Vine of Christ

A Branch on the Vine of Christ

adapted from a sermon by Fr David Shehata


Passage Luke 20:9-19

On the final days of Christ’s ministry, the chief priests and the elders come to Him questioning His authority. Christ does not respond in  the way they wanted, but with the parable of the vineyard.

At any point when Christ provides a parable, this is a story that we too, can benefit from. This parable is said by the early church to describe the entire Old Testament along with the New Testament in a short story.

For Jewish listeners at the time, this would not have been unfamiliar. This story resembles Isaiah chapter 5.

My Well-beloved has a vineyard
On a very fruitful hill.
He dug it up and cleared out its stones,
And planted it with the choicest vine.
He built a tower in its midst,
And also made a winepress in it;
So He expected it to bring forth good grapes

Isaiah 5:2

The Lord did not use any vine, but the finest. He has encapsulated it with a wall so that it does not succumb to predators. What more could He do to keep it out of harm’s way? He has done everything possible for its protection. Naturally, it should bring forth good fruit.

The Lord expects from His vineyard, some fruit as a result of His labour. The Lord expects the same from each of us also. God has provided everything in my life for the produce of good fruit. This is the expectation of each of us.

In the parable, the master of the vineyard has not asked for a lot of fruit from his workers, but some of it. This is what the Lord asks from us. Not that we give Him everything in its entirety, but some of the fruit so that He may be partakers with us of the good fruit. He is not here to be a Dictator, but in His humility, He gives us everything so that He may share with us in the produce.

Where else in the Gospel do we hear of His work in the vineyard? He also describes Himself as the vine and we are the branches.

I am the true vine, and My Father is the vinedresser. Every branch in Me that does not bear fruit He takes away; and every branch that bears fruit He prunes, that it may bear more fruit.

John 15:1-2

Fr Matta El Maskeen comments on this – If we think of God as the vine and us the branches, can you have a vine without branches? You can, but it wouldn’t be considered a vine without the branches. Can you have branches without the vine? No, because there would be no life left within them. In God’s humility, we are extensions of the vine. The Lord wishes this of you and I. He wishes for us to be involved in His Love and affection. He wants us to be a part of Him.

A common question that many of us will ask is, “What does God want from me? What is God’s Will for my life?”

From this passage, we can infer that God’s will for my life is to bring forth fruit. The master asked for some of the fruit in the parable. He wants the same from us. He wants to share in the good fruit that He has given us.

What does this mean? It means the Lord cares for us and wants to see us succeed. He has fashioned our lives so that we may share in the fruits that we produce with Him.

Where did the vinedressers go wrong?

One mistake was that they thought the owner was far away. So far away that he forgot about them. There is a rule in Jewish tradition that if the owner of the vineyard hires vinedressers and does not return for three years, then the vinedressers would own that vineyard. In this parable, perhaps the vinedressers had plans to own the vineyard. They mistakenly thought that the owner lived far away and forgot about it completely.

We make the same mistake in our own lives. Sometimes we think that God is far away, we think He does not exist and so, we are able to do as we please. We feel we are an authority to ourselves and not accountable to anyone.

The second mistake that the vinedressers made was that they thought he would not return. This made them behave in terrible ways. They would beat the servants of their master. They lost all accountability. Finally, they killed even the son of the master, for they felt that God had abandoned them.

Return, we beseech You, O God of hosts; Look down from heaven and see, And visit this vine, And the vineyard which Your right hand has planted, And the branch that You made strong for Yourself.

Psalm 80:14-15.

When King David felt alone, he cried out for God’s return. HH Pope Shenouda III would say that when we remember the presence of God, we will not fall into sin. When we forget His presence, that is when we succumb to sin.

This parable is a reminder that God is ever-present. God remembers me and He loves me. He is going to return to me, and He is always with me. I need to remind myself that I do not own anything in my life. I am a steward, just as the vinedressers were.

Do I think that I am the owner of my life? My home? My business? My family? Do I own even my intellect? Sometimes even those that feel strong and in control of their health can pass away through unbelievable means. Many times we find those that own businesses of multi-millions can lose even this. The lockdown is pivotal to unseen losses.

I need to be prepared to account for my stewardship in this life. For all aspects, am I able to demonstrate to the Lord how I used my gifts on this earth for His glory? Did I help my family grow in virtue? Did I demonstrate charity in my wealth? Was I able to use my mind to glorify God? God has given us everything so that we, as stewards can give back to Him the fruits of our labour.

How to See Miracles

How to See Miracles

Adapted from a sermon by Fr Elijah Iskander


One of the beautiful things about the Bible is that it gives us principles to live by. Whenever we are faced with a situation or need an answer, we can always turn to the Bible. The Bible may not the exact same dilemma that is presented before us, but it has the basic principles that are applicable to any situation.

The passage we read in John 11:1-45 gives us a series of principles that are applicable to our lives. These all point toward seeing miracles and seeing the Hand of our Lord moved. We all need some sort of miracles in our lives. This might be for myself, for a friend, a colleague, anyone I know.

In the reading of the raising of Lazarus, we read the conditions that must be fulfilled for a miracle to be completed.

For God to extend His Hand, we must be humble.

The passage opens with, “Now a certain man was sick, Lazarus of Bethany, the town of Mary and her sister Martha. It was that Mary who anointed the Lord with fragrant oil and wiped His feet with her hair, whose brother Lazarus was sick” (John 11:1-2).

St John gives us a brief introduction to the characters of the story but he then focuses on Mary. It was Mary who humbled herself, who sat at His feet, who washed His feet with her hair. This is how she is described by St John.

Then we see her humility in this story when there is news that Christ has come. She rushes and comes to Him as quickly as possible. Again, pours herself out before Him and kneels before Him.

St Paul was known to work unusual miracles and unusual acts of healing (Acts 19:11). How was he able to do this? St Paul himself answers this question when writing to the Philippians. This is what he modelled his life on, emptying himself before the Lord.

Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus, who, being in the form of God, did not consider it robbery to be equal with God, but made Himself of no reputation, taking the form of a bondservant, and coming in the likeness of men. And being found in appearance as a man, He humbled Himself and became obedient to the point of death, even the death of the cross.

Philippians 2:5-8

He emphasises that Christ emptied Himself, and made Himself of no reputation; a simple Bondservant, and was later glorified. This is how Jesus lived, and this is how St Paul lived and in turn, this is how St Paul was able to perform unusual miracles through the Hand of God.

If I want to see the Hand of the Lord in a very clear and mighty way, I must approach Him with a broken and contrite heart, in complete humility.

I must approach Him in faith.

In this story, we see faith that overcomes human obstacles and in particular, the barrier of time.

Jesus first hears that Lazarus is sick, and so He remains where He is a further two days. Surely, if the Lord hears of one in need, He should leave immediately. After those two days are completed, He doesn’t go to see Lazarus, but to Judea. Somewhere else completely. When He finally makes His way to Bethany, where Lazarus has been dead in a tomb for four days. Maybe in their minds, He just wanted to see the body one last time.

Our Lord is before time, beyond time and above time. Time is nothing to our Lord. If I have an addiction my whole life, then I should not worry for my Lord is above time. If I am having fights with my wife, and these extend to even when we were engaged and after 25 years of marriage, can I expect anything to change? Time is nothing! Those 25 years are nothing, for my Lord is before time, beyond time and above time.

If we want to see miracles, we must approach the Lord with a disregard for time. When the world says that it is impossible or that it is too late, I remember that my Lord is before and beyond and above time. With faith, I disregard the factor of time.

I must do my part.

The Lord tells the people, roll away the stone, and then He raises Lazarus. Similarly, in the feeding of the 5000, He says bring me the 5 loaves and 2 fish and then He feeds the multitudes. When St Peter toils all night and does not catch any fish, the Lord tells him to first cast his net into the sea once more before they are overwhelmed by the amount of fish the Lord has provided.

We see the same even in the Old Testament. When Naaman the Syrian wanted to be healed of his leprosy, Elisha the prophet told him to first wash in the Jordan River. I do what I can, and then God does what I cannot do. God will not do our part for us.

It must be for my ultimate salvation.

In the final part of this story, we see the response of the people that witnessed the miracle. Many of the Jews that witnessed the miracle believed in Him. The purpose of miracles in not just to relieve my pain, or to solve my problems. God is dealing with His people so that He can reveal Himself to us, so that we may be edified, so that we are ultimately with Him. A miracle will never happen if it is for worldly purposes only. I have a problem that needs a solution. But I must see the Hand of the Lord as a result. I may make promises to the Lord. I will turn away from sin, I will cling to the horns of the altar. For the Jews that saw the miracle, they then believed.

If I want to see miracles, I must humble myself before the Lord, I must have faith that God is above time, I must do my part and allow God to do His part, and as a result, it should lead to my ultimate salvation and the salvation of others.

May the Lord allow us to see miracles and glory be to His Name, Amen.